Hey, whatcha doin ? Don't tell me you're crying. Don't cry, please don't. Electra, maybe you're still in shock while reading this letter, but please, I want you to smile as you read this letter. Please Electra, smile for me :)
SMILE LIKE I'M RIGHT THERE BESIDE YOU :)
Electra, do you remember when we first met ? I remember it like it was just yesterday. It was on a wonderful evening in Amsterdam at the field of lavender in the country side. We were about 4 years old back then. You were there to visit your gramps and so was I. Who would've known that your dad and my dad were best friends. I was captivated by you as soon as I saw your smile that was as bright as the sun that day. That was the day I first fell in love with you.
Remember once you were so jealous of me because I had a mother. haha.. that was funny. You were sulking and not talking to me for a whole week. Man, that made me sad.
When my parents died, you hugged me as you cried with me. Honestly, you don't know how red my cheeks were at that time.
When I moved into your house to live with you and dad, more embarrassing moments that I swore I could have died of embarrassment. As a child, you would always come to sleep with me whenever it rains. Well, that couldn't be help since there's only me and you in the house and sometimes the maid. Remember how we loved to sabotage her. That was good times.
As we grew older, you are getting prettier. I can't help being jealous whenever you talk to other guys. When you were in cheerleading team during junior high, you don't know how the guys were looking at you. Believe me, they were drooling like dogs. ehhe.. honestly, so was I. I'm sorry, you are too beautiful in my eyes.
I still remember my 14th valentines. Our 14th valentines. The day I thought my heart would stop beating. The day I confessed my love to you. God, you don't how happy I was that our feelings were mutual. haha..like seriously. I felt like I'd suddenly have rockets instead of my pair of legs and that I flew out of into the universe. That was silly.
And, when you knew about my heart disease. You cried as if you might lose me in that moment. You cried so hard till there's no more tears. It was funny how you look when your eyes were swollen so hard. Seriously, you looked like a zombie at that time. haha...sorry.
When the world started knowing Electra Spark, I was happy. Yet, I was afraid that other guys that are much cooler than me would capture your heart. I'd never say it before, because I believe in you. I believe in us.
Elle, I can't stop loving you with every ticking second. Even if my heart were to stop beating, I promise you that my love won't stop. I am forever yours. I'm sorry if I ever made you cried. I'm sorry I couldn't be the prince that you always dreamed of when we were kids.
Electra, everything about you is magical. Your angelic voice. Your brunette hair. Your green eyes. Your pink lips. Your pink lips. Your enchanting smile. The way you dance so gracefully. The way your fingers move when you played the piano. When I'm gone, please don't throw all these things away. Treasure them, cherish them. I want you to live a completely happy life. Forget about me. Fall in love again. Please, don't try to stop yourself from falling in love.
I love you Electra Spark, I really do. You're the reason I pray each day to continue on living so that I could forever be with you. But, my fate was written this way. I have to let you go. I'm sorry. Move on and find a better guy that could treat you better, that could love you more.
Dear Elle, please don't cry. Please don't. SMILE. For I like that the most about you. Even if I were to go first, remember, you won't be alone. I will always be with you. FOREVER :)
forever and always.
Hey superstar , I LOVE YOU LIKE CRAZY !
Goodbye love :)
Heart, Mind and Soul,
Jason Michael Miller
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